Life has given me a lot of information to handle in a very small amount of time, I might say, giving again so many turns from which I have learned as I walk through them. Greatest among all, the fact that the father of two of my best friends suffered an accident and is now in very delicate conditions in the hospital where realize my practices. I visit and talk to him every day and thanks to God he is slowly improving, I'm amazed. He was in critical state before and has a medical glossary of antecedents and is still alive fighting for his life, indeed he's like a strong oak. I visit, examine, and talk to him whenever I can escape from Pediatrics section towards the Neurosurgery section where he is. Another great friend of mine is also with me, and we switch depending on the amount of work we have if we are unable to go together. On friday, I escaped from the hospital to visit my friends and their mom, and another great friend were with me and among all bought a grat sushi meal for us all. I didn't want anyone to fall into a wave of depression and had the urge to give them news and explain well what was happening. Fear and sadness were mostly relieved and that was the best of everything. I returned to the hospital to fulfill my shift until Saturday, and visit my friends's father during my dinner time.

I am aware that you don't know him, but would appreciate deeply if you can pray for his well being.



I realized that I live in a bubble. Independently whether I work or not, I have commodities thanks to God. He has blessed my mother's piano classes and my own work. Outside my secure bubble there are difficulties, where hatred, negligence, despair, and disease are met. The problems of others become mine as I walked out of my bubble, there are greater problems in life.

Life thread is fine and delicate. We must be careful how we handle our lives because we don't know the time and date of our death.

Excess of pride reflects the misery of a soul. I became more aware that I'm full of failures, through this way I'm the student who is also the teacher of others.

Let my heart to be loved, we all deserve to be loved.

All I know is that I don't know anything, my road has just begun.

I became more aware of how strong friendship can become.

Your wings are as great as you imagine them, don't let anyone cut them and fly high. Always give the best of what you have.

Share what you have and need, instead of always sharing what you don't need.

Good feelings reflected through a sincere smile can make a big difference.

Soul is in the middle of carnal, sinful flesh and from the enlightened spirit. Spirit aims toward God and the flesh towards hell and despair; let our soul find its way towards the spirit in these difficult times.

Do you dream of world remembering your name? Then tell it your name.

Praise the roots from where you came from. It is our job to clean them if they are dirty.


And now I lead you with a small feature, it deals with the intrincated patterns of our human nature. Please enjoy the work of the artists who created these wonderful works.

Of some things I'm certain:

1) My current health sucks, better be called the absence of health. I'm sick again, with some kind of flu and with an upset stomach unable to tolerate anything. Vomiting became part of the recent routine. Also my throat hurts as hell.

2) I should be in the hospital at this precise moment and got suspended. Received an irritated call, telling me that Minimum Risk (MR) has loads of work and that a partner from Clinics (much more relaxed service compared to MR) was translated to take my place. It gives the same if I got suspended, since I will repay her by having my shift in MR and giving her my Clinics one this Thursday. I'm not a thick headed person, and if I get suspended is by a reason. Even if it is a hospital, at the end no one cares about students health, only that work gets done.

3) I'm no longer dying my hair since February, it is almost black again, and so, my wardrobe changed from brownish tones to black ones. I'm also running during late afternoon when sunlight is dimmer, so my skin is paler.

4) Insomnia is haunting me, was unable to sleep for the entire night. Sleep pattern is gone.

5) Caffeine became my addiction. I charge the day with a big cup of black tea, at nine I drink a Coke, during afternoon I drink another big cup of tea, another coke later on, and in the evening I get another big cup of tea. Late at night, another big cup of tea. Why not coffee? I vomited it, so currently I'm not tolerating it. Tea took its place.

6) I plan to do a feature. Time, theme and date of release only I know. Stay tuned.

7) My current obsession with vampires is obvious. Plan to do artwork related to them, also to support my friend club . I encourage to visit both pages.

8) This is all, I'll get to sleep since my head bangs again with migraine. My addiction to the internet demands to be put out for some time. Happy Sunday to all.

Back with pencils, oilpaints, Wacom tablet, and a new computer to business!
Yes, the computer is a great achievement this year and bought it with my own money after working for long time; the next buy will be my very own camera. Medicine is also going out great and I'm constantly coping with the schedules, wish I could be around here more often, so many pieces I would like to quietly observe but with exams coming up is difficult. I always say, thank you very much for your patience and for visiting, 18,000 views without even realizing it. A big hug to my dear friends who always support me no matter what, even thoug I tend to be a pretty eccentric person from time to time.

See you around.



My new clubs: . I had to join.

I want to move the oldest mountains,
even though I'm young and frail,
show me the path of the life you created,
since ignorance is held by my eyes as veil.

Please give strength to my humble bones,
through dark halls I rise my pray,
through disease and anguish I must walk,
as the tired soldier in Your palm I will lay.

The pain in my feet is the mark of my road,
with head up high large hours are spent,
in Mary's arms I soon shall sleep,
with a smile I shall greet the angels you sent.

Thanks God I have been productive these last months and work has been splendid lately. Now I have the money to cover September expenses (I am relieved now) and also got a new computer for myself, an ipod, and also plan to get my hands on a camera around November to begin with photography. I'm also helping my sister to start moving on with design and both od us plan to have our own solid company soon, she is currently studying Graphic Design, and happens that I've been involved with it for many years. Even though, I have few time with social relationships since most of my time is also drained by Medicine School and the few time I've got in the afternoon I spend it running. Expect some deviations soon! Thanks a lot to all for your support, I visit your pages whenever I can. Wish I could be more time around here.

Talking about medicine, these days I have learned many things in Pediatrics (my current rotation) and among these is included the know-how to attend birth labors, receive, and clean newborn babies; this is what I like the most. The Labor Room is a very moving department in the Maternity area, one minute I'm at peace with chatting with my intern and the next minute a nurse says in a loud voice "PEDIATRICIAN PLEASE!!!" and we have to attend the childbearing mother as soon as possible. Sadly not every child arrives well, I had the sad experience of closing two 24hour shifts with dead babies in my arms. Life can be so unfair sometimes but I still have to learn to cope with it wether I like it or not.


Thanks to all for reading. Must sleep now since another shift awaits.